PET TALK

I'm back, still trying to take one day at a time. It was a week ago last Thurs. night that we lost Kodi. I feel like it happens again everyday. For the last 5 years since Kodi's illnesses got worse, I've spent nearly every minute with him. Just spending as little time as possible doing shopping in order to get back to care for Kodi. I tried to be there for him anytime he needed me. I was so close to him I felt like he was part of my heart. Everytime he had another problem come up, my husband and I always figured out a way to help him. Sometimes we called his very special vet to get her opinion. We always managed to help him in some way. He was so special, we just had to. I have never felt so loved by a pet as I did by him. Even as hard as it had gotten for him to do things, he still followed me around while I did my chores. His little feet would slide on our tile floors, so he started taking these precious baby steps so he wouldn't slide. I'd be making a bed or folding laundry and here he would come, little baby steps looking for his grandma. I still wake up in the night and in the morning expecting to see that sweet little face looking for me. It's going to take a very long time to not be looking for him to be there. I miss and love him so much. My husband and I are just trying to help each other. But we know Kodi will always be in our hearts and we will never forget him.